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Monday, January 04, 2010

Greetings

To do things that Ive never done before.

its only NOW that Im truly excited about what 2010 can possibly bring.

so many beautiful things await me, and I'm just dying to do all of them.

IN  NEW CLOTHES

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hope you guys have fun this year too! do what you want to do, because you only get to be 19 once.


Thursday, December 31, 2009

Closure

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Im watching nickhun (yes new name new name. new year must have new name right? i love this boy.) play th piano & sing 'way back into love' (yes this is th only song tht my boyf must know how t play on th piano.. th rest i rlly dont care. i think, too, tht playing th piano t serenade girls is like.. ownage. WHO TH HELL CARES IF YOU CAN PLAY TH GUITAR!! wahlao.. everyone also can. okay maybe i should say tht playing th violin is better! haha so idiotic.. im sorry) i cant believe joyce told me tht love has no boundaries and then go on t say tht he must be taller than 172cm and must be goodlooking HAHAHA BIMBO BARBIE BABE! love you aplenty)  instead of partying @ val's /: sorry dear! don't think my feet allows me t go anywhere nway. haha i just realised thrs so many brackets after a few words. oops. anyway, ive no plans, nothing! walking t yanfen's today made it about two times as bad :( anyway i hope youre feeling better yf! we're all gonna be here for you & our kids will have to grow up tgt and play tgt ok? javier and jared and whatever else you wanna name your kids! 2009 is ending in 30 mins time and i think its more like a.. GET ON WITH IT ALREADY, 2009! such a lousy year tht doesn't warrant anything more than a meme.. last year had a photo post please. pfft! hope you guys had as dreary a year as i did! WHOOPEE :P  why oh why is my sister so annoying? i hope she will be less annoying next year! and my phone is NOT SENDING ANYTHING out omg this is so annoying :( why are you so fucking irritating, 2009?! 

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1.What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before? 
go crazy over Korean pop music and th boys tht comes along w it, learn dance w studio wu, wrote in Korean, drank champagne, work as a wrapper next t a cashier, stayed back in sch t study, get a midlife crisis ,use 3m acne patch, be an ogl, get a fungal infection, wrote messages on balloons & handed them out, go crazy over someone younger

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? 

im pretty sure I didn’t make any resolutions. Don’t make promises I cant keep nor say things I don’t mean. Haha or at least I try to not do them

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? 
nope


4. Did anyone close to you die? 
nope

5. What countries did you visit? 
I don’t think I visited anywhere this year… it’s been such a busy year for th entire family  

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009? 
straightaway money came to mind. more open-mindedness would be vvgood.  

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 
3rd of dec cuz it was th end of th big A levels, a day after my birthday at 1.34am because thts when he said he was reminded of my birthday only cuz of th damn fb page, my birthday because I was so scared abt breaking down, 28th sept cuz I was counting down t th days of one my friend’s birthday so I sent him a ‘how many days left’ text every time th clock struck 12, 23rd dec cuz thts when my singtel plan ended HAHAHAHA damn happy srsly 2 years of bullshit plan

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? 
thr was no ‘biggest’ achievement, every little thing I do is an achievement in itself, seeing wht a sloth I am. Good way t answer th question I feel! Heh

9. What was your biggest failure? 
still not knowing who I am. Haha but thts another story for another post altgt.  

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? 
yeah

11. What was the best thing you bought? 
my current phone! Hahaha th best shit ever. My red n76 was so gross already but I couldn’t let go of all th rubbish tht was inside.. haha and uh my prom dress cuz it wasn’t expensive  srsly tht makes me like, in a better position t laugh at those who didn’t look half as good but spent twice as much. BITCH MUCH! Quite witty sia hahaha

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? 
my sister because she tolerated all my rubbish this entire year & has been such, such, such a dear.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? 
appalled AND depressed? Nobody I guess.. nobody nobody but you, asshole. Hahahaha I think im so funny

14. Where did most of your money go? 
FOOD. And a lot on footwear, actually. Since I threw out a lot, I had t buy replacements and all tht shit and it all looks th same /:

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? 
getting PW results! Excited like siao, tht was such an anti climax moment in my life. Hahaha. And for sbs gayo daejun yesterday night! I kept reminding myself of it th entire day cuz I was scared I would forget. Meeting perfect when he got back his a lvls results.  PE LESSONS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA fucking funny. Yes pe lessons. MY FAVOURITE TIME OF TH DAY (2pm heehee)

16. What song will always remind you of 2009? 
wedding dress by taeyang. And maybe gee by snsd too. Song of th year, gee baby baby! Baby!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: 
a. happier or sadder? Sadder
b. thinner or fatter? Fatter, sadly.
c. richer or poorer? Richer; in every sense of th word

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? 
prelim papers. No, honestly!!

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? 
g-o-s-s-i-p. and being lazy on th whole.. not as understanding/caring as I want t b; I didn’t do anything tht benefits another person other than myself. Idk if tht made sense.

20. How did you spend Christmas? 
with my best senior & some ocip mates just chilling

22. Did you fall in love in 2009? 
properly? No

23. How many one-night stands? 
one for every 2 weeks, babe. (clique of 6, I bet you understand this! Heh)

24. What was your favorite TV program? 
boys over flowers haha and then subsequently kbs music core

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? 
oh no
L I don’t think I hate this girl, but I just.. don’t love you as much as I did. I regret that very much so, but I guess I don’t want t look back and hate myself for not being true.

26. What was the best book you read? 
there wasn’t any book tht was ‘best’. None of them held my interest for tht long a time

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? 
THANK YOU KPOP <3 <3 altho pple wld be skeptical and go all snobbish, kpop has really been awesome. Nothing compares, right now, actually. 

28. What did you want and get? 
hahaha ss501 rebirth album, e72,.. I normally get what I really want. If I don’t, I just didn’t wish hard enough. That’s what I think, anyway.


29. What did you want and not get? 
a miumiu bag! Aiyah th rest I don’t rlly care.. if im not dying wo it means I prolly don’t rlly need it so yeah

30. What was your favorite film of this year? 
Sherlock holmes heh heh I watched super super a lot of movies this year!! but I think this one was good. Angels & demons was pretty good too. So now you know what kinda movies I like.. th ones w a conspiracy theory and layers.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 
I turned 18 on the 12th of july and I had a birthday party at timbre substation w th pple who made a difference in my life, in one way or another. I rmb being v touched cuz almost everybody I invited turned up t join me on tht Sunday.. thank you yall btw

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I cant tell, you know. Because I don’t really know. Maybe th knowledge of knowing tht I wld do damn well for th a lvls? Haha and maybe knowing tht ill be super hot soon? Hahahah.


33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009? 
I think Ive been rather experimental this yr.. not all th time, cause ive my bored and I don’t feel like doing anything times, but I tried a number of ‘styles’ this year and im still trying different things out and see what fits me best. (shrugs) NOT BAD RIGHT TH ANSWER hahaha

34. What kept you sane? 
Korean songs. Really. And eileen lee. I don’t think I’d been able t get over tht whole im-going-to-die feeling without her sitting thr and going crazy because I just kept weeping and wailing. So yeah tht was pretty epic this year.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? 
difficult! Jaebeom, nickhun, hyun joong, minho, jonghyun, key, kyuhyun, donghae, hangeng, ryeowook.

36. What political issue stirred you the most? 
th bilingualism policy in education.. yeah

37. Who did you miss? 
im always missing Elaine my bb! <3 and various boys haha

38. Who was/were the best new person/people you met? 
oh no I met so many new people this year. I cant think of one ‘best’ person, though. At th top of my mind I think Weili and Ignatius were th pple im really glad I talked to?  Partially cuz both of them are well-versed in th world of kpop haha and because theyre both rlly funny! But I think th best best ultimate best person would definitely be mr tong because without him.. I wouldnt be able t stretch myself as much as I did (or so Id like t think)

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009. 
be true.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. 
in English? I translated some parts from ‘I don’t care’ by 2ne1, and it says.. ‘Loser whose in th game called Love, get on your knees and take me back right now. If not, get out of my sight.’  And Seoul song by snsd/sj which says ‘Im curious abt th tmr tht I cant know, even if thr is hard & harsh work, I can endure it and not be shy. YES! I feel the world full of hope and tht better future is near.’  And heartbeat by 2pm which says ‘no matter who I meet, I can’t open up one part of my heart t them & I keep your space empty.. even if it’s 10 years im going t wait”

 

Oh right. They asked for one. HAHAHAHA.

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

Frustrating

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a) I don't like anyone now

b) Given time, I CAN BE WHAT I WANT TO BE. And i will be very, very awesome.


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Pastel

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(this is The Christmas Cut)


Monday, December 21, 2009

Italian

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我怕来不及 我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹 有了岁月的痕迹

直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力气
为了你 我愿意

动也不能动 也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线 有了白雪的痕迹

直到视线变得模糊 直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离

如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你 值得我去珍惜
而你在这里 就是生命的奇迹



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