 
i really want a baby boy ):
i think im going crazy thinking of kids. but i honestly think i'd be a great mum. i mean, if my child is cute. i really cant imagine how i wld be if my child doesnt turn out as cute as i want him t be leh! HAHAHA seriously?! how ah
i guess when th time comes ill prolly love him to bits but right now im thinking ew imagine if he's not goodlooking. my baby leh! cant throw also. haha shit im actually laughing at how idiotic i sound... hahaha which reminds me of tht dinner tht th clique of 6 (wahlao srsly? r we rlly calling ourselves tht? cuz it sounds abit obvious hahaha) went t at iluma.. then th small kid kept looking at me and i just kept ignoring him after awhile cuz he gt a lil obsessive..? :P haha ya sia ok i just rmb it.. hmm
nevertheless!! im so happy now because im finally home, today was such a hot day and i had to meet camelia first before getting all those balloons and what not for my sister. birthdays schbirthdays. there's a shoe shopowner who thinks i look like a foreigner HAHAHA she was so excited when she saw me and kept saying i was cute hahahaha i should have taken a photo of her face! she really was so happy t see me! haha i shall act it out for yall if i see yall k! whoever yall are. HAHAHA. i think rachel and i are going to shop tomorrow! i hope this week will be one less lazy week. scoured for recipes just now! my mum is gonna teach me how to cook :> i learnt how to fry noodles yesterday afternoon after korean class! anyway all of u must go try kfc's portugese egg tart!!! its like #1 best thing on earth right now la. it was always in hk and taiwan but nv here but now it finally is! gosh i missed th taste SO much. it really is damn fantastic and its only 1.30.. its way better than crystal jade or whatever bakery you know. yes kfc, th fast food restaurant actually makes gd egg tarts!! so go try i found out my classmate is working w my ex eyecandy at some place for th deaf..? two is better than one :) HI SAHEERA hope youre reading! i am humbled, really. and here i am about to embark on a job w ANZ for 10/hr. ugh where did all my compassion go to? i shall take one whole month off just to volunteer.. i must use this heart wisely.
my sister scared me ystd night, reminding me tht my results are coming out in less than a month. i think i wont be able to take it if i do badly tho ): i borrowed 2 books from th library! sean and i didnt get to borrow anything that day cause we were busy a) reading psych b) doing korean tut. so its jane green and haruki murakami for th week! im excited alr haha so nerdish whats up everybody! hows your cny preparations coming along? traditions beliefs culture.. do you know what are those? k and i spent th entire night trading ideas and ive never been more amazed at his brain la actually. haha i mean, seriously? ive no idea abt all these please.. not absolutely nothing but im just not well read enough. oh wait im not wellread AT ALL. so a little bit then im like, im impressed im impressed! i sound so dumb.. ):
i really pray tht i grow wiser, and listen more. ive not been listening, i have never listened to anyone properly before actually so i hope i start listening 'actively' now! please stop me if you think ive not been listening ok..? anyway i bought 2 hats in a week! so proud and (ashamed) of myself actually. i hope jess' comes soon so we can wear it out together! laughing at th thought of it now actually.. i really dont think UEE of after school is pretty! seriously? go google her. she's seriously not! "they said yoogeun came here by himself"
"does that make sense? think about it"
*punch* twomin :) :) :) :) :) im going crazy just thinking about baby boys hahahaha GET MARRIED NOWWWWWWWW | 
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