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Monday, February 08, 2010

Roady

just bought my tickets to see shinee! and all those loserish chinese acts.
they're confirm coming also yes yes yes!!!!!! im exactly like minho now really yes baby yessssss the joy in my heart the joy! JOY!
CANT WAIT!! 13 march! row 3 seat 5 yesssssss




best news for th day! and right now i dont know if im going out with who tomorrow because there are so many pple who wants me for tmr! aww

if anyone wants to work on friday from 12-10pm for 75bucks, text me okay! or yanfen! yupp WE'VE GOT A JOB FOR YOU!

and im vvhappy that there's such thing as a credit card! and that my mum has one! haha i cant imagine how life would be if females in this household didnt have money! like those in dramas? I MUST BE FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT TOO

omg im really very happy


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i close my eyes in this sleepless night and you dance in my thoughts.. cause youre my sun, th moon and my everything. everything in my room seems t miss you. i want t keep you right here

*pats your cheeks*


Sunday, February 07, 2010

Ignoramus

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i really want a baby boy ):
i think im going crazy thinking of kids. but i honestly think i'd be a great mum. i mean, if my child is cute. i really cant imagine how i wld be if my child doesnt turn out as cute as i want him t be leh! HAHAHA seriously?! how ah
i guess when th time comes ill prolly love him to bits but right now im thinking ew imagine if he's not goodlooking. my baby leh! cant throw also. haha shit im actually laughing at how idiotic i sound... hahaha which reminds me of tht dinner tht th clique of 6 (wahlao srsly? r we rlly calling ourselves tht? cuz it sounds abit obvious hahaha) went t at iluma.. then th small kid kept looking at me and i just kept ignoring him after awhile cuz he gt a lil obsessive..? :P haha ya sia ok i just rmb it.. hmm

nevertheless!! im so happy now because im finally home, today was such a hot day and i had to meet camelia first before getting all those balloons and what not for my sister. birthdays schbirthdays. there's a shoe shopowner who thinks i look like a foreigner HAHAHA she was so excited when she saw me and kept saying i was cute hahahaha i should have taken a photo of her face! she really was so happy t see me! haha i shall act it out for yall if i see yall k! whoever yall are. HAHAHA. i think rachel and i are going to shop tomorrow! i hope this week will be one less lazy week. scoured for recipes just now! my mum is gonna teach me how to cook :> i learnt how to fry noodles yesterday afternoon after korean class!

anyway all of u must go try kfc's portugese egg tart!!! its like #1 best thing on earth right now la. it was always in hk and taiwan but nv here but now it finally is! gosh i missed th taste SO much. it really is damn fantastic and its only 1.30.. its way better than crystal jade or whatever bakery you know. yes kfc, th fast food restaurant actually makes gd egg tarts!! so go try

i found out my classmate is working w my ex eyecandy at some place for th deaf..? two is better than one :) HI SAHEERA hope youre reading! i am humbled, really. and here i am about to embark on a job w ANZ for 10/hr. ugh where did all my compassion go to? i shall take one whole month off just to volunteer.. i must use this heart wisely.

my sister scared me ystd night, reminding me tht my results are coming out in less than a month. i think i wont be able to take it if i do badly tho ): i borrowed 2 books from th library! sean and i didnt get to borrow anything that day cause we were busy a) reading psych b) doing korean tut. so its jane green and haruki murakami for th week! im excited alr haha so nerdish

whats up everybody! hows your cny preparations coming along? traditions beliefs culture.. do you know what are those? k and i spent th entire night trading ideas and ive never been more amazed at his brain la actually. haha i mean, seriously? ive no idea abt all these please.. not absolutely nothing but im just not well read enough. oh wait im not wellread AT ALL. so a little bit then im like, im impressed im impressed! i sound so dumb.. ):  

i really pray tht i grow wiser, and listen more. ive not been listening, i have never listened to anyone properly before actually so i hope i start listening 'actively' now! please stop me if you think ive not been listening ok..? anyway i bought 2 hats in a week! so proud and (ashamed) of myself actually. i hope jess' comes soon so we can wear it out together! laughing at th thought of it now actually.. i really dont think UEE of after school is pretty! seriously? go google her. she's seriously not!

"they said yoogeun came here by himself"
"does that make sense? think about it"
*punch*

twomin :) :) :) :) :) im going crazy just thinking about baby boys hahahaha GET MARRIED NOWWWWWWWW


Friday, February 05, 2010

Microscopic



i havent wrote in ages i need proper shoes and heels that goes w my outfit cuz all my shoes keep breaking my outfit it annoys me to no end i dont want to live in singapore forever i cant wait to meet eileen lee cuz ive not seen her in forever and a day do you manipulate emotions so unconsciously you dont even realise ? studying w sean is damn funny and i havent finished my korean homework its already friday ! remember you need to air your shoes frequently cause they prolly stink from all your walking i want to own all those korean bags i saw please i really want so many things so i really need to work for all these so i can spend without feeling any guilt i still cant believe my new liquid eyeliner smudges i think shopping for myself is damn boring because nothing interests me currently shopping for others make me feel better cause there's a direction and budget and a sense of satisfaction because everyone loves what i get theres something wrong w my printer again i seriously think HP printer sucks all in one dumb shit printer more like it im reading every korean word syllable by syllable and im trying to be faster but i cant please let me do this right have you guys ever done anything right in your entire life ? i dont think i have actually im so super tired now actually why am i still typing away without proper breaks ? my mum's curry is th best thing ever so im gonna set aside a few hours every saturday after korean class to learn cooking from my mum , one step at a time then when its july i can invite my friends over for tasting and a pyjama party ! dont you think its cute i think its cute do you want to be invited ...? 3 inches for a heel isnt too bad right but will it be bad for th feet ? i dont know if i should get it in brown or black actually le sigh i dont ever buy anything because i think too much and then when i get something i regret like crazy like how my eyeliner smudges i still feel damn irritated and i really dont know how to work my printer my sister would be so pissed when she comes back im sorry for not punctuating this i feel too quirky for it 10/hr here i come next week ! i get very irritated with slow english songs nowadays i need to feel the ENERGY the DRAMA the EMOTIONS
fill me up take me out fill me up and drain away all these.. no time for overly cryptic hyper sensitive rubbish i think uniqlo's 3/4 pants are actually damn cute i want a pair of magenta ones actually since wearing purple skinnies didnt quite freak everyone out like i thought they would and like i said before i dont know which colour heels should i get ? so many nights ive wondered why everything would be alright so jojo please just tell me why why havent you talked to me for so long ? oh because youve been too busy shining what how can anyone be angry at that answer you tell me i want to be on stage in the limelight and not tucked away in some corner doing dingy work nobody wants to do this is the life you only have one i want to live this one out the way i want it The pupil of the eye expands as much as 45 percent when a person looks at something pleasing.


Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Being


"Why have philosphers always spoken of love? That's how philosophy started - No, no.
It's not possible. I have an empty head on love in general. And as for the reason philosophy has often spoken of love, I'd either have nothing to say or I'd just be reciting cliches. One of the first questions one could pose... I'm just searching a bit... is the question of the difference between the who and the what.
Is love the love of someone or the love of something? Okay supposing I loved someone. Do I love someone for the absolute singularity of who they are? I love you because you are you. Or do I love your qualities, your beauty, your intelligence?
Does one love someone, or does one love something about someone? The difference between the who and the what at the heart of love, separates the heart. It is often said that love is the movement of the heart. Does my heart move because I love someone who is an absolute singularity, or because I love the way that someone is?
Often love starts with some type of seduction. One is attracted because the other is like this or like that. Inversely, love is dissapointed and dies when one comes to realise the other person doesnt merit out love. The other person isn't like this or like that. So at the death of love, it appears that one stops loving another not because of who they are, but because they are such and such. That is to say, the history of love, the heart of love, is divided between the who and the what."

- Jacques Derrida

it is true and therefore i shall say it with pride: i am committment phobic



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